_the broken passengers_
I struggled to ask him, How come it's fair?
Is this the way to deal with your Co-Passengers?
Don't you remember your promises which you made in Between?
As you are elder one in this Journey you must have faced this kind of Passengers earlier...
Is it not your duty to Correct if I go wrong anywhere?
Then when he says that he has tried it a hundred times to change my Brain, to Change as a good guide for others too, to be with others too and to be beautiful like a Butterfly and not like a PUPA ... Yes... Yes.. and A big YES.
I say I made myself to go through all these what you said. But one day when I came back to him and said that I quarrelled with someone, told him some complaints, made him mad with my words which were huge mistakes I uttered.
If There is “Back to the Past” to this Journey I really wanna get my Brain back to not to tell him that things which makes him feel bad about me who is so much dependent on him. ,
thinking there will be nothing to look at,
if I turn my life's pages back .. the word "memories" I miss,
the word "happiness" I may not have,
the word "memories" I miss,
the word "happiness" I may not have,
the word "relationships" I won't get as many as you have,
the word "weak" I die with,
When I don't give time to those words.
Your care was so much O Travelguide ..I just wondered how I went wrong even you were teaching me all these since years!
The torch was in my Hand though, see my negligence I forgot that I have it.
This all things will happen when you feel like you lost the Torch-Bearer's in your Journey.
And when he left saying huge words of Change,
I only remembered him saying me a "Butterfly", scolding me for being stupid at times to be the "Best",
being childlike when he broke a rule of Travel,
was with me in my sorrows too,
the successes were like all planned to enjoy them together,
he felt my win his ecstasy, my pain his sadness,
my tears he never wanted to see,
he wished we could have walked together,
he said I'm dumb sometimes when I didn't understand what he feels but it was like he wanted me to be more precise with my words and not to make them go wrong on Anyone.
You know what, He struggled a lot deep inside to Bring somethings which would be Beautiful in my Life,
But I wonder how they all went so bad without reaching me!
This Travelguide was Positive, Kind, Loyal, always a Helpfull, sometimes lied to make me ecstatic and what not I say.
He was like a Snow to my Winter's,
Moonlight to my sad nights,
Glimpses of rain Water on my window panes to make me feel good in this Journey.
Now, even though he is Near it seems that he is no longer on my side to lead me my way.
I always kept looking at that road which he took, I perched on a wooden bench, having my backpack on my shoulders with a Hope in my head that one day he comes back and says " Shall we start ?", that "we" is only reply I always wish to listen so as to make all the misunderstanding to go Away.
O dear Travelguide, If I say SORRY, it won't be enough for all the words I uttered without thinking about you a second even, I'm feeling that guilt which caused you to feel bad on that moment,
but I'm such an "Insane" as u know, For sure I will continue this journey O Co-Passenger,
But remember I never understood those routes completely and you never made me be clear with the "maps" you had and I never said u that, I don't want to listen as you were there always.
And now, when I need you utmost I'm walking by thinking you will come back and on the other hand regretting myself for being so stupid at what I made to You.
It's time for me to move on he says when I pinged him Back,
That moment for me was like heaven when I heard his words,
long back after night cries by banging my head to pillows,
Assuming my self dumb and what not .. all the bad thoughts of this travel I had.
The next big difference was deleting my name from the list of his travellers by just keeping a way out to reach him.
I wish, if It might not have happened... and he felt proud to have me.
I’m still waiting there to get that Travelguide back, but not interested in pinging to get what I missed.
It's been days chilling out for him but no, there was no other option than being quite.
This story has Begun just now with a spark of hope, let's see what wins .. whether his Anger or The Bond which they had till then.
Travel stories will never end in a way so simple, one day they will end with Huge satisfaction.. leaving behind the pages to turn and the Memories to talk about.
The great mystery of this Story is, these passengers were known to each other but they were acting like unknowns in the crowd, No they were not cowards though, what made them to be like that were the roads they took, stories they experienced and Books they read.
The ending is not completed yet as the other road he took was not built wholly, which made the Guide to find his plans, searching away, when there will be no way left other than coming back remembering the struggles I may have.
As what all matters in these Journeys are the "promises" to live with and Destinations to reach by and When he returns back I will just say “For you a thousand times over”., and let’s start.
_zackdaspy_
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