Startup seems an Infinite loop to me!

A problem in society, an opportunity to win a competition, a manual to follow so as to tell people about my idea in a proper way and an opportunity to get mentor support and the chance to win a prize. This was all in my mind while I started it. And the efforts of mine were really like I'm gonna win this, as I  took every order of them seriously to do what they assisted me to do after seeing my name in selection list after submitting them a pdf written in the format provided by our campus E-Cell team which includes problem statement, solution and a block- diagram nothing much it seems... As I was clear at that moment to win that competition for sure as I lost all other competitions which they conducted like Market-trix, be the boss etc. maybe It all happened to make me work on an idea which gonna worth me. And in the second round, I submitted them a 3-Minute video which should have my explanation about the Idea in a way which should grab the attention of judges to select me, some tricks I followed so as to give a presentation before them all they were from Google which you can get if you search like this - "How to give a presentation on startup idea? " or any other keywords I don't remember what I did exactly, but I prepared my script to present, you know what, I can't be so quick to tell what I would like to speak without looking at the script, It's my habit though but I should mention you this, like I know how to handle things but I don't know how to remember the scripts. So did I lose your view? it's ok... let it be.  So I anyhow managed to submit that video with the help a senior to submit that video after many trials to make it look a bit understanding and a simple one. At this time, you might think I was alone but no, There was my friend helping me to brainstorm the things like telling me how to approach Even though I should say It was my work he was just like a fuel to the fire, he motivated me not to stop the work, maybe I was one of my good things which I have to let myself think more and present. As he wanted me to be unique without his presence into this So I proceeded further, as I was not a one to get back at simple things. And on the next day, I got a call from them saying CTSS has won the competition. And I was so glad to see getting returns on what I invested. As my ROI was mostly my time and effort and it paid off to get the cash prize and a certification of merit. This was the whole story which leads me to TITA mentor. And then I didn't give myself time to execute further to do anything related to it due to academics, I don't know how to balance things but it was mid 2 exam time so I left it aside for a while. And then after this, I approached him and he asked me to have a business plan for CTSS. I got to know that it needs a team to have a startup and then I approached two people whom I felt like they gonna support me. And you know what, I really got good support from both of them. But I think I should have taken some more time to meet them together with this Idea by giving them all of my views, this moment I regret because it was the need of an hour to have a good conversation on topics like this. So next thing was submitting a pitch video to an Accelerator program. In between, I took views of my super seniors in each step I proceeded, it was worth it to have their opinion as they were happy to see me growing after knowing about me, getting selected for that accelerator. My work was to let people work for me to make it happen and it will only happen if I have had good relations with the people before and I conducted a meet-up to get them, and an online survey was to let my people know about the idea, not more than that it got. And it was enough as I didn't have a good clarity of marketing. I left many things aside for this pitch video making as I must because it is mine. But you know what after getting rejected by them I got to know things where I was having chances to lose, and I got to know a founder should hire people by having good perspectives in mind to make people believe, that they can change the world. I read stories and I'm telling my story to you and believe me, there is a lot more to work on together to make it happen. And I regret myself not being a good lead for this at those circumstances. I often felt like quitting myself on these things as we won't get manifesto's on Entrepreneurship to work on. It's like Jack-of-all-trades but master of none. Because it needs many more things to get mastery by reading and understanding the things which are already proved to get some things to work. It's like China looking at the USA and Britain to be developed as like them much faster. And this is not gonna happen with Entrepreneurs to work on things which are already there being proved. I see everything in a perspective that how can make people lend me money if I do a thing for that sake(consider it may a competition). It seems an infinite loop because of its depth and realities which I need to learn before I step into something I wonder how it takes a lot of time but I won't get the desired outputs of ROI which I should get. So all I wanted to say is I need people and I need to understand more before I enter this field currently... My mind feels this to let you know the Bizzare story of mine to make you know the situations you can have. Starting is not enough-you must stick with it, till you make it. And I feel ---I can.